"I Guess" [Just another break up poem.]

Just as the title says, another break up poem. Don't really know what else to say but if any questions are asked or any criticism is given that would be great.

I Guess
Falling head over heals,
My mind a conglomeration of spinning wheels,
Do you know how it feels,
Finally I let the darkness tuck me in,
When I am visited by sleep's closest kin,
Set in place by the wheels continuing to spin,
Throwing me into a race I cannot win,
Dropping me in a tunnel with no end,
Consumed in this mental whirlwind,
The end I cannot comprehend,
Gazing at the back of my eye lids,
Look deeper subconsciousness bids,
Awareness it rids,
Locked in this dream land,
Held captive by my imaginations hand,
Shielding my eyes from the pelleting sand,
Feeling a screaming chill,
Knowing relief is over the next hill,
Not knowing even my own will,
Lost, unknown, unsure,
I pray confusion is not impure,
The present does the future lure,
Looking for somewhere to confide,
But in this lovely nightmare there is nowhere to hide,
By it's rules must I abide,
Sanity has nothing to do with me,
Thoughts flying so fast blurring what I see,
Still no where to flee,
Tossing and turning,
Confused yet yearning,
I catch a glimpse of this desire,
I graze the garmets but the want is higher,
Makes my surroundings look even more like a mire,
Finally on an even plain,
Falling head over heels for the desire to find it is only a stain,
Falling head over heels into a pit of pain,
The one thing believed infallible,
Turned out to be a joke so cruel,
At least it was just a dream though, right,
Better to fall head over heals in a dream at night,
Than in reality,
They tell me, as the dream becomes a haunting memory.