I need to stop reading this thread because I am blubbering like a babby. If ever there was a time that small words made a big impact it is now. I can not thank you for some of the words I am reading.
As I said, the evil bi*ch has been truly evil. ( I am going to put a tune to those words beth, and sing it over and over again.
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A little light into this world I sit :
Mr wolfs mom hates me and Mr wofl for knowing as much as we do about her mother. All she did is chastize, criticize and insult her mother this last 3 or 4 years of her life. Mr wolf and I did the opposite. Now in her grief and guilt, she is misdirecting it twords us in phrases that have knocked Mr Wolf off his feet.
Mr wolf and I have talked with his grandmother before she died on MANY occasions about life, death, what she would want if she got really sick, would she want to be creamated, buried, donated etc... She wanted to be creamated . Period. Very adamant about that. So , after she died, Mr Wolf brought that info to his mother. Her life insurance covered that and then some. SO finances were not a place for MIL to put her anger, instead, she looked at Mr Wolf and told him that he loved his grandmother more then his dad and that she wasnt going to do things that mr wolf wanted just because he was grieving her more then he did his dad. She doubted everything him and I told her about what his grandmother wanted after she died etc.. Evil wicked woman. I have nothing nice to say about her anymore.
Mr Wolf and her finally got into a huge fight about how she treates him and I. And thier fight took a horrible mother/son turn and I left the room. But not before I heard a few things from MR Wolf about the abuse his father did to him as a child that his mother not only watched, but ignored and allowed to happen.
With these kinds of wounds on the table between then, it has made for a deathly suffocation in the house of tension. This relationship between them will no longer get better with them living so close togeher. And ... I am only human... after what I heard, I dont want a relationship with her other then formalities and polite exchanges of small talk.
Frankly.. that would be more then I would want to give her but she is part of my family. At the veryleast I can give her that and no more .
>sigh<
Drowning in these horrible wounds these two have with each other, dealing with a new grief,loss, and lack of direction has left me a strange person. I still apologize for not saying anything but I just didnt have the energy. I hardly have the energy NOW, but I am forcing myself to continue MY life, because that is what is going to help me. I cant help Mr Wolf if I am not able to help me. So.. here I got.
I am off to find some eye of newt, dragon pee, owls claws and other stuff to create a potion to give ti MIL to make her shrink to 1 inch height. I will make her a littlehome in a 10 gallon tank and sell her to the highest bidder..
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