I feel like I might never find a boyfriend?

Maybe they are just not interested in dating you. You will just have to wait for someone else.

I tried online dating before, but there were too many unattractive fat women sending me messages so I just gave up on it. I'm still looking though.

You make me feel like I'll never find a boyfriend because you said they may not be interested in dating me.

I didn't say never. I meant the ones that messaged you sound like they are not interested in dating you. You will have to wait for other guys.

Work on yourself and stop blaming other people for your situation.

Your posts are more like a whine than a real quest for guidance.

Seek help from a female therapist about your unhappiness in your life.