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Sun 2 Jan, 2005 04:54 pm
What did I do?
It seemed so right.
But now I feel so wrong.
I knew it would hurt
but I couldn't help it.
Those old times came rushing by again.
I can't seem to help my feelings,
but my obligations some where else.
But my feelings here with her.
Love is dead and soon I will follow,
what to do now? I just can't stop crying.
All I know is I want you here
it's time for me to give into the saddness
and to sleep forever.
I didn't mean for it to be like this
but your never here and it only takes 5 seconds
and I lost my mind. I couldn't help it.
I didn't want to.. it felt so right, it felt so real.
What would you have done?
I don't want it to change, I still care and always will
but where are you?
I seems without fail my love is always a million miles away.
But she's here with me and I loved her first.
What to do?
But I don't know what to do.
I wanna be with you but I can't.
Where do this leave me?!
I'm still alone, I still got this razor to my vein.
I don't care ANYMORE!
I just don't!
Fine! you don't either! oh well HERE WE GO!
Time to take what is mine!
Here I am, you judged me and you turned your head.
Forget you!
I don't love you!
How could I!?
You're so far away!
I don't know anymore! I don't wanna know!
Here we go!!
This blade and my wrists.
MY FINAL JUDGEMENT!
Taking what's mine!
Time to feel again! Time to..
Time to...
Well you know!
Black rings around my eyes and my heart pumping.
I feel like I'd rather kill you but I won't! HA!
I'd rather make you cry.
I don't wanna die!
I don't wanna die!
Here I come!
Takeing what's not mine.
Gun's no fun, I wanna bleed, I wanna suffer.
I wanna feel just one more time!
Time to...
Time to...
Time to feel alive
Time to take whats mine
Time to takes whats your's.
It's just my time!
So here we go again!
Fighting and screaming!
IS THIS WHAT YOU WANTED?!
I didn't think so!
WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO!?!?
Just sit at home and cry?!
NO.
Not this time!
I'm sorry it had to be this way!
BUT HERE WE GO ANYWAY!
I love you, Bebo =o...
That is beautifullll
... 8==(TTT)=D~
(couldnt help it)
anywho, is this about lu? o_O
wooooooooooooo.
that was one hell of an argument.
good raw emotion.
Thank's people. I think? Eh, oh well... thank's all the same.... It's two people Kristin. You funka
Sad thing is, I never realized how long it was and how short of time it took for me to write it in... figures... I'm such a loser...
I must say.....brings up raw emotion and stares you right in the face. I didn't know what to think....sadness, empathy, sympathy, anger.....I was at a loss.... Felt like reaching out to the speaker.... I must say- it left me confused....Very good. Yes, raw emotion.
*Reaches out* don't be afraid, you can touch me. Lol, sorry, I just had to do it. It was quiet the battle of concious, and I still fight that fight every day. I do agree, the raw emotion is whats best about the poem, as you've all said, it's my heart, soul, and body.
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