My Life

hey all ..

first entry ...lol...what ever

So here's the poem..


My Life


I woke up this morning...
Like always in distress...
Washed my face in the sink...
As my reflection descends...
I cant take it anymore...
all I wish is this to end.
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I can't fight the temptation...
got to end this dissatisfaction...
got to feel that sensation...
the on I feel around YOU!
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I don't want to hear any discussion...
let me do the operation...
Show me how abusive you can be,
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I'll be your slave...
no need for cuffs...
just take me away..
For me that's enough...
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For now I don't want to live...
For life I don't want to take...
There's no meaning for my presence...
Me born in life was a mistake.
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I don't want to stay like this...
For all around me abates me by time...
all the abject apologies...
all the lies...
all the rhymes...
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Fake alluring smiles...
laughs come out loud from me..
You think it means nothing...
but behind the laugh it means something to me.
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My attempt to set the world ablaze was abortive...
Everyone around me thought they were supportive...
All they did was alienate me...
& that just made me more aggressive...
still , their words felt abrasive..
Scratching me from every side...
How am i asked to be positive,
when I'm the only one left aside..
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Don't try to know me...
You have no admittance
in my life...
Don't try to annoy me
for the after-effect
may not be nice..
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MOVE! For its time for me...
To show you who I was suppose to be...
to flip life and turn it to how it was meant to be...
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I'm tired of screaming...
Crying...
Pleading...
I'm sick of the agony..
Take it away from me...
I'm over with acting for them...
acting happy and all...
Just to please them.
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It's like a viral is attacking my brain...
it's like poison is running through my veins..
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So for now...
will you take me away...
Because I just can't take another day...
living in this way...
what else can I say....
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well...its not that good...and it's a lil bit long (( well...its IS very long ))..its just that i always have a problem with ending quotes...even when i do end them,...its not much of an ending...if you had any idea that could help me..i'ld like to hear it..


THX for taking the time and reading this...