Hey. I am a woman and I feel the same way as you do. Like, I really want to have sex with a woman but I don't want to date or marry one. I haven't been with one so far and have only had sex with men. I am not concerned with labels. I like it this way. I love checking out women and at times, I really feel like going down on them. Yeah, I really want to do that someday but you know, I've realized that the women I check out, I want to do them but at the same time the ones I get attracted to, usually have a body, face or hair I'd love to have someday.
I am also a narcissist somewhere. I love checking my self out in the mirror and I sometimes get turned on by my own body. I wonder if some people feel the same way.
Anyway, I just wanted to share my thoughts. It's intriguing to retrospect and know more about yourself and your desires. But it's important to acknowledge them and not be ashamed. I'm actually in the process of embracing myself the way I am and it's not easy. I'd say I suffer from idealism. High expectations of myself and of people unfortunately and I fail miserably at achieving and getting them , both. Sexuality isn't a problem though, thankfully. I am happy to see that there are people who share the same thoughts and desires as me. Sucks being the only one thinking this way you know.