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Mon 22 Nov, 2004 12:58 pm
My mistake was letting someone spend the night.
So you yell and scream at me till I feel about as big as a ant.
Is it really worth that?
It must have been because thats what you did.
And now you want forgiveness for what you did.
Well I have none left....
I try so hard to do right.
But try as I might I can't get it right.
You seem to think money can fix anything.
But it cant mend trust nor make someone feel loved.
I never wanted all these things anyway.
All I wanted was to feel wanted and loved if only just alil.
Now days all I want is to feel half way right.
Like maybe I could do something and not mess it up.
Maybe someday I'll have a wife and a some what normal life,
But then id probly just mess that up too.
Its time to say it.. I don't want to see you again.
So just leave me alone so I can try and find whats wrong with me,
And no you can't help me you would just make it worse.
Goodby
Vex, I know that you are writing this to someone. You made yourself quite clear. Is that for real, or just a "letter to the world"?
it is for real as soon as i write it down on payper to give it to them
or maybe just save it to cd and give that to them as i dont like my hand writtin that and it can be hard to read
Vex, if you have been used, I don't blame you for saying goodbye. Type it out and then sign your name.
Should you ever need help, just PM me and I will do my best to give you support, my friend.
thats very kind of you to say the lest thank you
A powerful verse in a personal tone. You always have the support of your friends in this mighty forum :-)
Vex,
This must be a follow up to No Name. I'm glad you're still writing abut it. And also very glad that you are taking your time to sort everything through, first in your head and then in your heart. That can be a rough journey sometimes. And as Letty remarked, if you ever need anything, I'll be here too.
J
Vex and Lady J. Hope you don't mind a brief announcement:
I got Kelly's poetry book today...
Hoorah
and a very Happy Thanksgiving to all.
From Letty with love.
I just hope she isn't disappointed with the fact that my poetry all begins with... "Roses are red, violets are blue..." :-)
But hey, I AM in the Army :-)
Letty wrote:Vex and Lady J. Hope you don't mind a brief announcement:
I got Kelly's poetry book today...
Hoorah
and a very Happy Thanksgiving to all.
From Letty with love.
WooHoo!!! What a lovely Thanks giving!
And to you, a very happy and loving Thanksgiving too Letty!
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