Bad Dreamality

Bad Dreamality~Gabby A.A.

The clock must be stuck
the arm hasn't moved
in what seems like days
I've spent hours waiting for you
although something inside me yells
that you'll never return

Not really sure who to beleive
me or my mind
it has such a hold on me
we're no longer one
we're at war
will emotions get me
or can I forget I have them?

-chorus-
In my mind
I'm covered in my own tears
I'm drinking shot after shot
of straight up fear
In my mind
I'm all all alone
were you ever really even here?
In my mind
I slowly fade away
maybe you could save me
that'll be the day
when everything falls
back into place
-

You could make me better
you could heal me
you could make me worse
you could even kill me
my mind is so messed up
what have you done to me?
you're making this way to tough
I swear you're breaking me down
but what for?
can't escape to my mind anymore
inside my head is a raging storm

-chorus x2-

There's nothing left for me to find
so go on, take me for a ride
don't be shy
you never have before
when it comes to hurting me
it's almost over for me anyways
I said
(y)take me for a freaking ride!

(spoken in heavy breathing voice)
Hauntingly screaming
while scarring up my tortured mind
this bad dream like reality
you've put me through
is finally
through...
-chorus-