If I Could...

This, I wrote when I was upset...lol and I think it shows. Let me know what you think.

If I Could~Gabby A.A.
Rip my heart out
show me what I mean to you again
this shouldn't take long now
seeing as I know
I mean absolutley nothing to you
at all
Tell me again
how you hate
everything about
everything about me
You say you have no time for me
but you lecture me
and torture me
and make me feel low
but somehow you have time for
her...
((chorus))
If I could
do it all again
I'd hurt you this time
I'd make you cry
how I cried for you
cried for you
If I could
do it all again
I'd make you think I loved you
make you chase me
make you want me
and let you go
If I could
do it all again
I wouldn't do it at all
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So you said we were special
so you said we were forever
so I told you I loved you
Oh why did I love you?
And we weren't as special as I thought
And we weren't forever
we weren't even close
you know that you're
such a good liar
and I bought it all
how did I buy it all?
(chorus)
I should have never let you hurt me
(should've never let you know)
I should never have gone back
(should've let you go)
I should never have been left
(should've been the one to leave)
Now it's
(time to let this go)
I'm gonna
(put you out of my mind)
I will
(leave this all behind)
(chorus)
If I could
if I could
do it all again
(do it all again)
I'd make you cry.....