Torn

You're still here,
but i'm grieving as if you're gone.
My heart is torn in two directions,
which one's right and which one's which one's wrong.
I can't decide because I can't know,
he's way too far from here.
You're so good to me, but are you good for me,
this is what I fear.
I'm not treating you so good,
I just can't find my way.
Still you love me,
still you want to stay.
All these questions, all this confusion,
help me make my mind.
Are there answers somewhere,
somewhere I can find?