tonights away

To go to sleep I will pass out
Drunk again all by myself
Lock me up in side a cage
Tonight I drink to stay awake

I wish tonight would never come
Then I wouldn't break my day
I cannot sleep till I have a sip
I hesitate to open up
I wonder why im doing this
What can be my motivation
I got no inspiration
It's a matter of life and death
But I do it everyday
In spite of it all
i drink for you and I cannot stop
please help now
im dying in my room everynight
when I talk to you on the phone
I tell u that I don't drink no more
I cant take the fact that you have care for me
Why would you care for a stupid one like me

song i wrote a couple years ago and its lame about drinking good thing i gave that up