@Sturgis,
Grip on the fact you have a tendency to read too much into things? I gathered. I would rather love you than hate you. If you look at things more positively it would go a long way, would help. It has been rather difficult for me to understand that. I hate that but things take time. It's whether you can have the patience or not. I'm doing what I can with this mental situation. It's a lot to handle.