Yes Max I am. And its a very sad and lonely place because although i believe myself to be intelligent, i have not studied math further than when i started my business degree and so somebody like yourself who has studied math is quite obviously more knowledgeable on the subject than I am.
I like that you say its "interesting" that i feel that way. the word choice suggests that you are actually engaged with what i say rather than dismissing it off the cuff. Either that, or you think that it is interesting that from your point of view i seem to be so convinced by my own thoughts to have deluded myself to believe that maths is somehow wrong and by definition everybody in the world besides me is also wrong..
What is actually most interesting to me is that essentially, this is a case of:
An Established Theory vs A Proposed New Discovery.
What is provably impossible, shown to be provably possible.
THIS IS WHAT THEY CALL A PARADOX.
And i expect that since it has to do with probability and calculating effective value that those are the principles it will affect. i have no idea what the consequences of that would be and wouldnt know where to begin speculating, but im sure its not something that will be brushed under the carpet..
I expect to be ridiculed. Just like any other pioneer of new discovery, until i can unequivocally show facts that can not be disputed, as new truth and prove my point, no one will believe what i have to say.
But heres the thing, i dont care if you or anyone else wants to believe at this point. Because i know that at some point in the future when the time comes to share the knowledge, those who disbelieved will be forced to reexamine thier beliefs and will then be at the point where i currently am trying to work out how the hell what they will have witnessed is even possible.. Fun Times Ahead for ALL !!!
Unless youd like to continue the discussion further, i think that i have said all i need to say and possibly heard all there is to be heard. Again, Many, many Thanks for engaging with me. I really appreciate it. You have really helped me to get a greater understanding of exactly what it is im dealing with. You are a true gentleman. Im sure we will speak again.
Who knows, maybe one day, me, You and Frank will get together for a game of poker and a night filled with discussion as interesting as this one has been..