Do you understand what, who God and Jesus Christ are?
Without lust, we wouldn't have life.
Unconditional love from another human being is a wonderful thing. Without connection to another human being, the concept of love is rather empty.
That's why I think your post is so sad.
Tell yourself, "I don't need you I have Jesus Christ with me by my side.";
To restrain you from your daily lusts/unnecessary desires.
Who is anonymously99? Would love to meet this anonymously99 one day.
Look in the mirror.