Craven
Quote: Thing is, I understand X very well, but because I disagree with it (e.g. "find it lacking") you decide that I do not understand it.
The only acceptable "understanding" for you is acceptance of your position. Which makes this an excercise in futility.
1. If you understand satori at the intellectual level, and find it lacking,
..fine. You are rejecting satori as a concept.
2. If you understand satori intellectually enhanced by self observation, it can be rejected or accepted.
3. If you understand satori intellectually, as well as know it experientially; satori as nondualism experienced; as being nondual, i.e. I am nondual
.. in which there remains only a fraction of the pervious identification with the ego and body; you now know the ego/body as the fiction it is,
.there is nothing to reject or accept and no ?'one' to do any accepting or rejecting.
It was #3. I was thinking of when I wrote:
a. If ?'you' find satori, it's not satori.
b. If you find satori lacking it's not satori.
c. No the satori cannot go both ways.