@JPB,
I think Parfum Story of a Murderer, because the soundtrack is so magical and as a masculine disabled woman suriving in poverty I am isolated similar to the protagonist who is dirty, seen as scum and cheap slave worker or useles. I could associate with him sadly but I am also inspired because he does what I didn't. He tried to get love and a better life while murdering those who are loved just because they are pretty. I am a victim of lookism. It's very sad. I have really mean b/ches around me and very ill men too all my life. They are loved by each other because they are pretty healthy and have money, and they are evil. Evil seeks it's own company, always. They have good lifes and are "extroverted" while I survive in my prison of a room. I don't want to go outside I am bullied vy strangers, laughed at it's even worse what they did to the male protag of the movie.
Also some movie that's not written yet just in my head, about a female verson of Carnage but she is the main role and makes her army and crashes the norm. I even have a theme song it's from Lingua Ignota God Gave me No Name No thing Can Hide From My Flame.
