Getting back on track

The first few days I got here
We didn't talk once.
I realized I was beginning to miss you.
That was the thought.
Now we've been talking to eachother everyday.
And all of a sudden it hit me.
There's a reason why I'm here.
It's to see if I really love you.
If I really miss you.
I havn't yet given myself the time to figure this out.
It's important.
I was using my music as an excuse, and I forgot the truth.
Now back to the original plan.
Wish me luck.