@moishy,
moishy wrote:
Yes Ladies and gentlemen, the situation is I'm stuck very well mentally, and my English is not something yet, despite it getting better day by day.
The U.S. does not have one standard culture. Life in NYC is very different than other parts of the country, and different regions are different too. Many diverse cultures, religions, ethnicities. Now compare that with Israel. One needs to be very accepting of so much diversity, when coming from a basically homogeneous population, culture, language.
I assume you have your citizenship from being born in the U.S., but then you were taken to Israel at a young age?. Basically, in my opinion, you are an Israeli, and would have the same problems that any immigrant would have. However, many immigrants come to the U.S. with family, as a support system, or have relatives already here, as a support system. Plus, many immigrants live in an ethnic enclave which allows them to become proficient, if ever, in English at their own rate. I would guess you would not have an easy time, unless you have some credentials that are needed in the U.S.. Americans might be more accepting of "strangers" than other nationalities; however, many individuals will remain somewhat, or very, "distant." Expect minimal friendships, if you are coming here as a non-student, in my opinion.
I don't wish you the best of luck, since I am not comfortable with those that do not find contentment in their home turf. Probably due to all those Hollywood western films where "drifters" were never the "good guys," except in Clint Eastwood films.
If you insist on coming to the U.S., you shouldn't think that because you are young and enthusiastic there will be all sorts of people that will be eager to help you on your life quest. Your optimism should be tempered by some realism, in my opinion.
Also, I assume you are Jewish by birth. The vast majority of Americans are from a Christian background, regardless of how religious, or non-religious they might be. That means that outside of the big cosmopolitan areas Chanukah might as well be a Hindu holiday, for all they know. There is not the old anti-Semitism of the 1930's usually; however, in my opinion, Jews are not an in-group to socialize with, unless one is in a student setting.
Basically, expect to be doing a lot of hard work to survive; either physically hard, mentally hard, emotionally hard. There are no "free lunches" anymore (the old free ham sandwiches, when one bought a beer for lunch at a saloon - circa 1910).
I am sorry you are "stuck" in your life in Israel. Perhaps, you have convinced yourself of your "stuckedness"? In a modern society like Israel, I question whether all options at "unstucking" have been explored completely?