personal raps

my insecurities are hurting me
my face is permanently burgundy
if you wanted to beat me to death you should have just murdered me
never asked for this, i hope you understand
when i'm writing the devil is the shadow that guides my hand
back in preschool we did a play you know the one with jerry and tom
i saw everyone else's but where the **** was my mom
my mind is to crazy for you to stop
my thoughts are to heavy for you to drop
if you notice people on the bottom, always make it to the top
you really don't know how it feels to be a hurt kid
the dust on my heart made it become turbid
the devils mind is pulling me do i stop resisting
but i know he'll pound my head intill i stop existing
you would think a home would be a safe haven
not when your mom is exactly like satan

Dang bro dats deep imma post one soon im still writing it

lol ok man

K i just got it done ill post it soon

ok....

this is to the rap of becareful what u wish for by eminem

Verse 1:
So, this is it
this is what i wished for just isnt how i envisioned it
pain to the point of being imprisonment
left me wishen things had been different
been thinkin i shouldnt have wished this
cuz u cant take things back no matter how hard u try
i just have to fix things with the truth and that aint no lie
cuz i lost my only love
the girl i used to dream of
but now its a night mare with out her here
without her the nights bare and the canvas is clear
and trust me i no these lyrics are whack
must of wrote em on crack
i still cant believe i wished for my old life back
and they said to be dareful and wish more and fight to get it
but i say
Chorus:
Be careful what u wish for cuz u just might get it
and if u get u just might not know what to do with it and it may come back
on u ten fold, i said, Be careful what u wish for cuz u just might get it
and if u get u just might not know what to do with it and it may come back
on u ten fold
Verse 2:
wish i could go back to her some day
but im in a rage every day
dat i moved away
so ill have to prove i can stay
in her heart
wait let me restart
back to when i met her in 5th grade and we made a connection
we had so much in common it was like she was my female reflection
after i moved i knew my love for u could never be
im coming back for u just u wait and see
i wanna show u my feelings are true
but how could i show that to u
cuz when ever i try to talk i cant find the words i want said
dats why i had to write this instead
we could start off slow
so i can get to know u beyond ur glow
but let it shine
when i take ur hand inside of mine
and i no im not peter patrellie
and u leave me felling like spagetti
like a spineless mess
and i know this rap isnt the best
and im not the fastest
the smartest
and sure as hell aint the strongest
but i will love u the longest
and ill put my life into getting u back
dats y i layed dis track
i hope i can be ur only exception
and ill never try to win u with diception
and that aint no lie
if u dont believe me i might cry
tears of pain
from the thought of not being able to see u again
and it all ended with one stupid wish
dont make the same mistake i did just obey the chorus
Chorus:
Be careful what u wish for cuz u just might get it
and if u get u just might not know what to do with it and it may come back
on u ten fold, i said, Be careful what u wish for cuz u just might get it
and if u get u just might not know what to do with it and it may come back
on u ten fold
Final verse:
i want u to no my intesions are good
but i had to show u the only way i could
through this rap made of scrap
that may sound like crap and no this aint a trap
to get you and leave you
if only u knew
how alone i felt
and all the pain that was dealt
towards this kid who just wanted his friend
ive broke my butt trying to getcha so call me da split end
but when u love like i do its like a vibe u get
go ahead and bob to it
but be careful what u wish for cuz i got the ****
Chorus out:
Be careful what u wish for cuz u just might get it
and if u get u just might not know what to do with it and it may come back
on u ten fold, i said, Be careful what u wish for cuz u just might get it
and if u get u just might not know what to do with it and it may come back
on u ten fold.

good **** man...keep it up...i got one

i think i have everyone on my enemy list hold let me check do i have others
i'm pullin the trigger to sky to salute my bead brothers
damn i can't breath when there not next to me
this is what happens when you overdose on ecstasy
almost like god put a hex on me
violent-n-ornery, ha!, pull a nine-in-a-robbery?/
**** bullets, my punchlines crush spines at twice-the-velocity/
because of bruce i'm a monster
with truth and some honor
i run the darkside luke i'm your father
silently battling my own mind you can call it stealth
but in my own words it's a call for help
because i'm tryin to regain my mental health
my mind is a sacred place for only hate
im locked in a cell to die a lonely fate
if you want answers my mind is the source of the thesis
in hell where you have demons that rip you to pieces
my mind i could beat but the devil's i could not beat his
you know it's time to admit that the good in me has been deceased
and the demon in me has finally been released
so call your local priest
but he can not stop the beast
my mind is hurtin me..beggin satan to stop
one more word and hes makin my anger pop
my mom is going crazy...i dont want to keep hurtin her
but i cant help the anger i'm surprised i'm not a murderer