This whole day
Got word this morning that someone dear to me died. Very unexpectedly. She was the mother to a friend of mine....and like a 2nd mother to me. I still can't believe it. So I drove to my friends house who lives an hour south of me. Spent the day there....or most of it.
Headed home and decided I needed to go to the store first. Came out of the store about 7 pm and before I could get out of town the lights dimmed on my car. My radio went out....and I realized I was losing power. Knew I could not make it home and what was even worse....didn't have my cell on me.
I live in the country and was not about to let myself get stranded if I could help it. Not on the country roads anyways. Turned around and headed towards a gas station I frequent. By now nothing inside was working. Power windows were gone.....and headlights were almost completely gone. Car was starting to chug-a-lug. By God's grace I was able to get my car pulled in the marathon station. The bays were closed but the station was still open for those wanting gas.
I go inside....and they were kind enough to put another battery in my car. Told me it would get me home.....and to bring it in first thing in the morning and they will look it over. Hope it gets me that far.
To make matters worse.....I come home and called my b/f. He gets on me for not having my cell phone with me all day. Then he asks me if I have been carrying my gun in my car. I got a permit to carry one this past spring. And no I haven't been carrying it. I did for awhile. But it's a hassle to carry it from my car to the house all the time. Just a pain and not always easy to remember. Then he procedes to try and put the idea into my head that maybe my X b/f was messing with my car. Because last week he was in the parking lot when I left work one night with his truck running. Started following me. Long story.
And after my day......I was in no mood for lectures and putting thoughts in head that don't need to be there. So I told him goodbye and hung up. So now I'm sure he's upset with me.
Going to bed......tomorrows another day. Not too many smiles today but I'll muster some up tomorrow somehow.
~Brooke
Good-night
