@wandeljw,
NOTE: This reply isn't directed at you, wandeljw, it just kind of spawned from what was going to be a simple response to your reply. Please don't interpret it as being personal -- you're one of the few people here who facilitates positive interaction.
I just have a terrible habit of using the word "you" as if I'm speaking with the person my rant is directly applicable to -- in reality, I'm not targeting any one person and therefore it's not particularly justified, but again, just know that I'm speaking in generalities.
Quote:Answersingenesis.org does not have reliable information on science. The information they present is skewed by their mission: to defend every word in Genesis as literal truth.
Good to know. I was weary of the source, but the information (to me) seemed valid.
I'm so tired of trying to find information that can't be tested -- not personally. It's a dead-end pursuit for anyone who lacks the laboratory setting to perform the experiments and observe the actual results for themselves. We can only trust the word and "evidence" presented by others.
Frankly, it's not a game I want to play and the constant attention to details (so much so that language itself is consistently questioned) is driving me insane. I trust scientific "authorities" about as much as I trust the US government, and I trust religious "authorities" even less (the pope is a laughing stock).
In the end, I trust only myself, and even that is evanescent; but even if I fully trusted myself, no one man can juggle the responsibility of truth. The mere pursuit would drive him mad -- and I find that I am slowly but surely going quite mad.
Realistically, I can only leave you all with this:
I believe in God because I must. I inject Him into the Universe because I must. If He does not exist, why do we persist? Our fate is inevitable -- we will die. We will perish. Not just one amongst us, but all of us; we are powerless against the majesty of the universe. To think otherwise is madness.
That is the beauty of mortality -- but what, truly, is mortality without the hope of immortality? Many seek it: some literally, by means of preserving their life; others philosophically, by writing themselves into history and the memories of all the people they affect.
But isn't that the thing? "Memory." What is memory? An arrangement of electrical signals in the brain? What is existence? An arrangement of charged and uncharged particles acting upon each other?
When a star explodes and its constituent particles break away from each other, is the information lost? When a person dies and the electrical signals within their brain dissipates, is
that information lost? Are their memories and consciousness merely disassembled? It's obvious to say the charge is lost and that the person is
dead... but that doesn't answer my question.
Also consider purpose. Everything that lives has a purpose. Everything that exists has a purpose and a function; but what purpose does humanity serve? We alone are consciously aware of our environment, and we alone can appreciate it in distinctly different ways than the rest of the animal kingdom; they are slaves to life, while we are its masters. We choose our fate in a way other animals cannot.
What function does that serve? What purpose? If the universe was not conscious, what benefit was there in giving an organism the power of choice? It was a detrimental choice to the overall balance of nature, for we upset it; and yet we are incapable of rising above it.
It's as if... it
choose to make us its masters.
This is why you guys drive me nuts. You speak of what is, what can be observed... but you miss the big picture. You can break down the painting of life all you want -- the paints down to the pigments, the pigments to the molecules, the molecules to the atoms, the atoms to elementary particles... but what does it describe? Only the
mechanism by which the painting "works" and exists -- not how or why.
How is the universe any different from a painting? In truth, it is not. You make it so -- but in the same way that I make God so. You choose to make that distinction. You choose to claim that God is not there. You choose to believe that the universe is not conscious, nor that it can ever be, and you choose to believe that we're random chance.
But how is that possible? Did ever a painting paint itself? Did ever a sculpture sculpt itself? No, artwork cannot create itself. But when you look out into the stars, the great expanse of space, and look unto your family and friends, and your pets, and your home, and society, and the world, and all that is presents to you... do you not see art?
Have you ever seen the images produced from random calculations? They are never pretty. They are formless -- devoid of patterns. But life and existence is opposite -- it is rigidly formed with patterns that may be observed and traced between
every last event that has, will, or ever will happen. There is never a moment where something truly random occurs; upon further observation, you will see that the "random" event was actually a specific interaction or reaction between two things.
If random were possible in nature, time travel would not. We may argue that time travel isn't, but I continue to see more and more support for the idea of it. I, too, have come to see that it is possible -- because all things are possible. But if there had been a single random event in the history of the universe, then time travel and the calculations necessary to make a leap through time would be nigh impossible and the act of traveling across time and space would be extremely dangerous.
But instead, we've found that we can predict and measure... virtually everything. We struggle with the smallest constituents of matter and energy, but with greater understanding they too will fall within our comprehension. And what then? Frankly, I believe science will finally realize the truth: the universe is a highly complex and perfectly tuned "computer" system. Every interaction was prescribed before the first action took place -- and once it did, it produced a calculated cascade of reactions that went on to form existence as we know it.
Yes, I've stepped away from science completely for this post, but I had to. I've been going crazy. It baffles me how science can make impossible claims, but the moment you mention the idea or possibility of a higher power, it gasps and calls you a heretic.
Why is it so Goddamned ******* difficult to imagine, for one moment, that science is the product of a God who knows more than you know, and has done more than you will ever do?
There is no violation between science and religion at that point. He operates within the bounds of reality because He IS reality. And you might ask, "then why doesn't He reveal Himself?" Why would the very fabric of existence reveal itself? It was too much for the human brain to take in when the Bible was written -- do you believe we'd be prepared for that degree of truth now?
No. All will be revealed in time. It doesn't mean we should stop our scientific progress, but perhaps we should stop our scientific egos. It's just a thought.
In any case, I won't respond to any harsh reactions. I don't need a critical breakdown of this -- it was a personal rant. I'm not trying to tell anyone what to believe, only what I believe and why I believe it. I'm dedicated to what IS, but only in as much as it concerns what will be, and WHY. That is the fundamental question nobody seems to have an answer for: Why is the universe?