depressed song

I lie here depressed among myself
I close my eyes, I am not here, I try to disapear
I cry a lonely beat to myself
Screming inside i cannot hide
Screaming inside I cannot hide
You love you get burned
You try and you learned
but still it's not good enough for me
I stay here stressed without myself
Try to eat but it is clear
I have to disapear
Cry a lonely beat to myself
Screaming inside i cannot hide
Screaming inside I cannot hide