@Kielicious,
Kielicious wrote:... but rather there has to be some reason, in a causally closed environment, that my SE was formed. For why is my SE not someone else's? or even a different species of creature at that? or why now? why not 500 years ago or 500 years later?
... 14 billion years ago, the Big Bang set into motion a causal chain that 14 billion years later resulted in the rise of humans on a tiny planet in a remote arm of a nondescript galaxy ... why them? why then? why there? ... to which the simple answer is: why not? ...
something had to happen - we're just living proof that something
did happen ... I think the answer to your question is similar ... a number of decades ago your parents conceived a new life in you ... why you? why now? why here? ... well,
someone had to happen - you're just living proof that someone
did happen ... beyond that simple answer, I have not been able to venture without quickly becoming mired in mysticism - so for now that simple answer is all I have to offer (sorry!) ...