@xris,
No im still here thanks. Um xris what does the last line mean, i mean im sorry for the upset I caused, I've been under a lot of pressure with hardly enough support but im ok now, Justin was right to demote me, I em needed a break and I quite like being just a member, girls got to live right? But I do miss the all of the team. Thanks xris I will treasure the poem, it's lovely you're a real star. xxx