You Kiss

'You i could swallow.'
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(i just realsied how dirty that sounds)

not dirty!! maybe kinky or raunchy or naughty or spicy, anything but dirty!

Yes... My wife left me...We still have a child to raise, and that is a life time commitment, at least for me because my daughter has some issues, bi polar, and add...But I was never much help to my wife...Too much of this brain and finger exercise, and not enough of joining her at the Y...I do now...I dropped 35 pounds like that, am getting stronger every day, and even ran/walked a five K...I have lost everything except my love handles, and no one wants to use them anyway...

It has been a hard, confusing time...I don't really know my wife, and she does not know me, and in fact, she pushed me to a change I have been looking for, for many years; so, in a sense I do not know myself what I want, or want to care about...I have found myself as I once was, a child, in this old fart's body with most of fifty years just gone, and not just gone, but meaningless...So if I ever find my way back to Brenda, I am going to have to begin by getting to know her...

if i wasnt afraid of depressing someone beyond the point of no return i would tell my story too. everything turns out to be meaningless in the end i think...even mother teresa's life was meaningless. well ok, martin luther king jr was cool...must be a few more too, if i think long enough. but i aint them and neither are most people.

hey fido, i remember you always said she would leave you and she was too good for you and i hoped you were wrong. sorry about that.

First of all, welcome back, salima! We missed you.

Second of all, come here, I wanna steal something from you. Yes, here it is, that nihilistic approach. Rid yourself of that self-defeating attitude, dear! You go to America for a month, and you come back depressed. Figures, we're the king of depression :flowers:

I hope you can find someone new to kiss.
It seems to have been wasted where you previously planted them?
And if your poetry is anything to go by i would say you know how to kiss, even if your lips do sometimes tremble and threaten to leave.

if i wasnt afraid of depressing someone beyond the point of no return i would tell my story too. everything turns out to be meaningless in the end i think...even mother teresa's life was meaningless. well ok, martin luther king jr was cool...must be a few more too, if i think long enough. but i aint them and neither are most people.

hey fido, i remember you always said she would leave you and she was too good for you and i hoped you were wrong. sorry about that.

Not at all... The woman is a treasure and her lips are to die for...They honestly kept me floating all through many a day, when I worked Iron... There is no excuse for it... She is great, and I demeaned her badly, in small ways and large...I am surprised she hung in there as long as she did... Given a chance, I''ll walk any line she cares to draw...The girl is red hot...Her skin is magical, smooth and soft, and her muscles are firm and her eyes are bright... What do I have??? What flame am I to attract such a moth???

I know now better than at any moment since a child how to love, and how to care, but I have never been as good at expressing it as neglecting it... Love is a garden one must tend with care, trimming every stray, and pulling every weed...My love garden is only weeds, and who is there to blame for that...I am it...

Every life has meanin-full moments.
Living Happy is diffecult.
Enjoy Sun & Moon & stars >
March > La :poke-eye:

Many weeds are medicinal very beautiful and very powerful, i will not tell you how to love as i dont rightly have the patent on it myself, but i will tell you you need to love the weeds for them to be overthrown, for them to be transplanted, for them to be tamed and for them to allow room for flowers ot grow around.
Some weeds you can never get rid of, so teach them how to grow and make borders of them. And if virilent dont let them have the rain as well.
Be the gardener not the garden for a change and always sew more seeds, plant seeds that can best any unwarranted unwardened weed.
And if you are in total despair of the weeds get an allotment and grow some friut for a change.
Lands just out there begging to be planted and cared for.
There are new tools you can learn to use, raise those beds if need be. Some things can also be buried and burned away, it is not true that anything buried and purged will not stay this way.
Some things stay dead and remain useless.
You are not done tilling the soil just yet.
You still have much room for new growth.
Dont make of yourself a walled garden.

(I think i over did that a bit, but it is all still true.)
You only stop growing when you are dead.