This should help... *Sarcasm*
"From Fear To Hell"
I hate the sun,
I hate the ocean,
I hate the very best.
I hate Your glory,
I hate devotion,
I hate this bitter test.
We faught till tears had streamed -the eyes too weak to see the day.
I gave my heart to do Your Will but it got in the way.
I hate my hopes,
I hate my dreams,
I hate Your gentle nudge.
I hate my joy,
I hate my peace,
I hate the way You love.
And all is tears for all my fears are coming to me true,
Though the while You laugh and smile -all want replaced by You.
Justice mocks and locks my hands full measure in their pace,
The way I am will testify -my lamp torn from its place.
It is the way I am -but hope, the lamb has paid for man.
Though some may stand and shine,
There are those who's ending sad -denied;
For all their clever masks -they died,
Choosing death on the inside,