@djjd62,
djjd62 wrote:
i had an epiphany when i was about 12, i was walking across a field near my home , just kind of staring at the sky as a kid might do, and i was suddenly overcome with an intense feeling of emptiness, ever since i've been convinced that we are utterly alone, no god, no aliens, no anything (i'd love to be proven wrong about the aliens though)
Me too (and i'd also like to be proved wrong about the aliens).
However, i see patterns and coincidences and symbolism in just about everything, that convinces me there is some 'other' mathematical/spiritual? concept to reality that we aren't able to grasp yet (or at least, i'm not)... no idea what of course