Hi!
If you feel unsafe, please be sure to go to the police or to women support group. Men generally got it easier to survive than women. People listen to men, they don't listen to women. If a women speaks up she may not be recived as a man. That why it is very important that you're 100% honest towards yourself. If you feel insecure, listen to your emotions and stick to the truth. Don't go home to other people than your closest friends, if they ask you to come with them you have to cut down that relationship.
I didn't do this but I listened to the kids shows, I also knew that I was an independent person, and had a great start in life and caring people. But you can't ask more than that, to be cynical.
All the best
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