Watch Me Dad

i wrote this in like 4 min so dont crush me too hard lol--- please gimme some feed



Watch Me Dad

My life is just fine,
non the less
it'd be great to meet you,
to trade a breath.
I'm done waiting,
done thinking "what if"
"what if he took the time to just witness"
"to just witness his son for the first time"
"for the first time,
to just be on your mind."
But it won't happen,
you're living your day
I'd like you to know,
I think of you when I pray
even if I don't know what to say,
he knows our situation
yes, he knows the problem;
keeping us in the invasion
the invasion of dreams,
for all the fatherless kids
for all the kids that like me think "what if"
"what if he's wondering if I still exist"
"if I still exist,
how am I doing at life"
"life, am I a criminal or a good mind"
"a good mind that does what their told"
"does what their told till their 18 years old."
our eyes shed tears,
but I lie to look strong
because I only have her and I,
matthew and mom.
So dad, how is life?
I hear you live in Oklahoma.
I live in texas, yet you can't call?
Don't even know ya!
Adopted?
Yes I was adopted by a MAN and woman
people who's hearts aren't feeble,
and are actually HUMAN.
I seem harsh you say?
NO, harsh is what you did to me.
But I should thank you, it gave me a great life. . . .
YOU LEAVING.
Yeah, every now and then I think of you
I also think of the rumors,
that are actually true.
And every now and then I seem to be sad
but just once it'd be great to be alive and say. . . .

Watch me dad!