jnkie wrote:The reason I chose Religion is because I have never really been religious.I have always kinda believed in God,but never took it seriously.For some reason I feel compelled to turn to Him now.Maybe its just desperation,I dont know.I know He would want me to be honest,but I feel like Jonah.I just wish He would make me do it.There are times when I truely hate free will.
This is when religion is SERIOUSLY dangerous. It is worse than crack for you my friend. Run while you can
Quote:I dont know what I'm going to do.My soul wants to ride the horse some more,but my brain wants to clock out.
I'm going to give you a little tough love. Do you seriously think that God cares about rent? It sounds like you are so grounded in earthly success. The thing that always fascinated me about humans is that if they try something and it doesn't work, they keep doing the same thing only harder. If you have society or religion telling you that path "A" is the right path and you spend your whole life trying to succeed on path "A", the church calls that a godly life and you'll go to heaven. The preacher will say at your funeral, "he failed miserably, but he tried." Wouldn't you rather know the greater truth?
God doesn't need your obedience. She doesn't need your praise. It doesn't require that you put 10% of your gross yearly income in a brass plate on Sunday. He doesn't care if you swear, fart, or kill. (yes I said kill) The god of the church is taught to you as a god of unconditional love... as long as you meet his conditions. There ARE NO CONDITIONS. he could not be a god of total love if there were.
Quote:Is hell eternal suffering?Or are souls just destroyed in an eternal flame,ceasing to exist?
There is no such thing as hell. If you want to put a finger on "hell," you are in it. Hell is the earthly condition you place yourself in when you lose sight of the truth. The terms "hell" and "evil" are concotions from the church. The don't exist. What possible purpose would a god of unconditional love have for banishing you to hell for thinking about sex? Why on earth would this loving god banish you to an eternity of slavery, hellfire, and torturous punishment for telling a white lie?
Souls cannot be destroyed. Even god cannot destroy them, because they are part of him.
I can't continue this because I'm just touching the tiniest half-of-a-percent of the whole picture. Trust me... read those books, watch those movies. If you're still a religious person after that, then you've chosen to stay in your own personal earthly hell. If you choose the higher self; the language of the soul, you will find such incredible enlightenment. You have been taught to suppress the fact that you have the same soul as what the bible would call Jesus. You have the same ability, the same power, and you are just as much the son of god as the bible's Jesus. If you had but the faith of a mustard seed, you would be in complete control of your universe.
Read them, make your own decisions, follow your heart, feelings, intuition, and most importantly your soul. Fvck religion in its money-grubbing, self-absorbed, corrosive, socially-controlling, pervasively influential, corrupt, murderous ways.
You don't need a hierarchy of money, buildings, and someone else's forgiveness of sins. This is between you and god, and you ARE a piece of god just like we all are. Its crunch time. Are you going to step up to the plate as an individual, or hide behind the masses?