@JustBrooke,
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOD EVENING CREW!
Can you believe it's the evening already. Another day - flown!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's been a good day. I have much to say - where to start!!!!!!
Firstly - Babbling - you've worked hard hun - you're gonna sail through - and I know you will do well. You can't not. You are Brooklyn! Love you girlie. So very much. x
Secondly - BEAgle - where're you then love? mmmmmmmm... You around???
So.......... today
today S-boy and I went to G's house. This was going to be pretty momentous. G's son was going to be there. So....... off we went, I was cr*pping myself - S-boy was being oh-so-very-mature and dealing with his apprehensiveness (is that a word) apprehension about being around G - (you know, S-boy really is a pretty amazing little fella coz he wasn't too keen on going) - and we got there, walked in - dawgs jumped all over us - made a cuppa........... went outside...... waited for G's son to appear - he didn't. He stayed in his room. Errrrrrrrrrrrrr... OK. So, that was fine, he doesn't want to see me and S-boy - so we went for a walk along the Tamar - OH IT WAS SO LOVELY THERE........... big long walk with the dawgs - just beautiful, peaceful - S-boy was a ninja. G got a phone call whilst we were walking, son would be gone by the time we got back. mmmmmmmmmm..... makes me feel not so good - but hey ho. WE HAD A GOOD TIME!
It was such a nice day - the weather wasn't so brilliant - but the rain held off and we walked the fields and the woods - took pics and took more pics - G takes pics - we are very competitive with our cameras!!!!!!!!!!!!! We haven't taken pics together for nearly 2 years. We laugh a lot too which is just so good. S-boy was a complete star - he even enjoyed himself which he wasn't expecting to do. He has serious reservations (and will do for a long time) about G because of what's happened before - but today, that was so huge for all of us. Shame about son not coming out of his room - but, those are my insecurities - I'll get over it. He's a good kid - I mean "really" good kid (he's nearly 22, not 23 like I thought) - and actually, I reckon we'll get on - he just has to give me a chance - right now - he's not ready to accept me and my sons in his Dad's life. Maybe next time a? Maybe not. His choice.
Anyhoooooooooo - it was a good day.
THEN to top it off - FQ just phoned ............ and is coming down tomorrow and staying for the nite. Totally unexpected and I can't wait! Fab fab fab.
Will be back in a bit to post a pic!