@Barry The Mod,
Morning All
Oh - 'tis good to see me hearties on board.
Well, the sun is attempting to shine - I awoke thinking.... I'm gonna go take some pics - so I've been pottering. It's amazing what little things please me... (daft daft daft) - petals - just how incredible is a single petal!!!!!!!!!!! a? a? a? Talk about an intricate masterpiece ... just stunning.
Anyhoo - currently the kittens are flying around the house, followed by their fur and christmas tree wands for tails - wonderful brotherly scraps going on and boy, can they move fast! They are so, so naughty. They have destroyed two rugs (ah, they were old) and, as they fly through the air, invariably - so does whatever they end up landing on <naughty naughty kittens>. I so wanna let them out in the garden - it's a perfect garden and area for cats, fields all around - just so worried about losing them.

They will have so much fun outside tho - spend hours sitting in the conservatory windows chasing leaves and flies that are outside.
Little fella is cooking himself a fry up (he loves to cook).... in S-boy terms this means Quorn Bacon (veggie), eggs and tomatoes - he's got up, gelled his hair and put his best shirt on - who knows why

made me a lovely cuppa and we had a big hug. Bless him. He's whistling The Snowman theme "Walking In The Air" - he makes me laugh!
Thanks all re your comments... 'tis up to me to make my future - so I'm gonna try and keep on an even keel and take out the hurdles that really don't need to be there. Only I can do that - have done I think - just took me a long while to finally figure it out. Doh!
Soon as I'm back on my feet.... well.... hope to go find us a world .