@Tryst,
PINK: Hogarth the Butler, in the Library with the Candlestick.... best go Meet The Fockers!
So sorry PINK that you’re having problems " I absolutley and completely understand how frustrating as hell it is when the darn computer focks up " hope you manage to sort it out soon and work out what the problem is pronto..... or is that Tonto...or is that Toto, said Dorothy as she wandered down a Yellow Brick Road singing Elton’s “Candle In The Wind”.... or was that Elvis’s “There’s No Place Like Home” whilst everything was in a twist... or is that a Tryst. Wishing you a good dan PINK
DjjD " fabulous pic. Love the Cardinal! He has his eye on a Rudolf!
JPB " so good to see you. Glad you had a great time away. Have missed you. x
Vegemite - so glad you had a great time with Eby.x
Dev " hoping Thing2 is feeling heaps better " ‘tis lovely to have you around here again.
Missy " how are you feeling today " hope the pills are doing their job and you are resting up when you can...and the dogs aren’t getting underfoot but are being good company. Thinking of you " you are sounding sunshiny. So pleased.
I’m feeling blue right now... well, not “that Blue” (ho ho ho).... but blue... joints are sore, feel like a pin cushion " and have a big rollercoaster of a river in my back yard... hamsters spinning in my head and I can’t seem to figure out what’s going to happen next. Focked up " there it is! There’s nothing really going on in my world to worry about so there’s not a problem like that " it’s just when you’ve tred to say something and all of a sudden it goes tit’s up and you can’t understand if you’ve done something wrong but can’t do anything about it anyways. I know, none of that makes sense... ha Mis " I guess I’m talking hillbilly too. Sorry. I’m just rambling again " have nowhere else to ramble.
The OT came and brought me undignified stuff.... we talked " I know it’s getting to me, the surgery coming up, relying on others and pushing them away at the same time. I have soooooo much work to do over the next two weeks that I can’t think straight and my body will not co-operate. Ha... I have burst into the blubs that many times today just sitting looking at my emails and not responding to who I should when I should..... WytVi and JPB I will reply soon.... oh sh!te, I hate this feeling of losing control again over my head. The funniest.... and saddest... (except for one very sad email I got today which worried me some) was after going to the doctor I decided to be brave and try and to do food shopping. I had my splints on, got the shoooooping trolley whose wheels don’t work, got what I needed which seems to take me an interminable time... and then had to ask someone to unload it, bag it, push it back to the car and put it in the car. Then... driving home.... tears started.... got home, workmen brought it in for me.... I sat and looked at it and started bubble again " truly effing pathetic.... it’s not hormones (I have HRT so don’t have that problem either).................. but something ... well something the OT said “I have to learn to accept where my disease is at” and what it means.... it may not go worse, I may go into remission, but even then every day is a struggle " I need to accept it. F*ck it.
K- rambled enough..... blubbing again. May have to take a little shoreleave " can’t have the captain.... (there’s a first.... called myself the captain " twit)..... being grumpy and bubbling every 5 mins... I’ll be in my hermit cabin no doubt ... it’s maybe best if I hold back for a little until I figure some stuff out. Taken my pill..... can you tell. HA! And some good old morph to morph me into a better person.
So sorry crew.... Bosun to the help please to steer the ship love and steer us to a place of. Beauty and where there is always trust in good........a place with Mountains that me and camera could go visit.
WHAT a piss poor log of events that was a> There you go... hear t on sleeve.. y’all know me and I can whinge here, not many visit our ship of friendship.... so I can just say it here and here it shall remain. Please forgive me.... anyone who things I’m a drama slpurge...believe me... far from it. I HATE... drama..... I crave normal.... just a little peace.
I won’t miss being blue.... but I sure miss Blue. X I trust all will be coco.
Alex..... Bethie............... are you AWOL. Miss you too.
I should go..... bosun, keep on sailing..... PINK always good to see you. Plesase drop by soon and let us know you’re coco.
Lovin y’all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Dianne " best wishes for tomorrow and hope it will go as well as can be expected. Aologies for this.... did not sleep last nite or thiasavo... need to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Smooches all. X