Asherman wrote:None of us, myself included, ever want to admit that to others our fundamental beliefs are "silly", or "wrong". Shucks, we even have difficulty in admitting our own errors to things that aren't part of our fundamental belief system.
I was raised on a remote ranch down along the border by folks who were mostly nominal Christians. One of whom was radical born-again bible thumping Baptist preacher who was well-known in the area, who felt right up until his death that God meant that I should be a preacher of his Word. I had an Aunt who was a Catholic, but never tried to force her beliefs on other family members. There were Quakers who burned copies of "impious books" that I liked and had lent to them. My stepfather's family was Mormon, and thats where were mostly affiliated. I rose naturally to become a Priest, but was unpopular with church leaders because I asked too many disturbing questions. By the time I had returned from military service, I was no longer even a nominal Christian. My Grandmother once said, "you can be any religion you like, so long as its Christian". She wasn't joking. I was drawn to Buddhism while attending college in Oregon, though at the time I know little about it. I became a Buddhist while living in a monastery "situation" in San Francisco while attending the Zendo of Roshi Suzuki.
Now I've been a Buddhist for about 42-43 years. I've benefited greatly from the practice of Buddhism, and, I think, have had some small influence in spreading that religion in America. Having had Enlightenment experiences, I no longer regard my religion as a matter of unproven belief. What I've experience, I believe is true ... right down to the marrow of my bones.
Why should not the followers of other religions hold to their fundamental beliefs as strongly as I do? As a semi-silly youth, I was on a "crusade" to correct all the world's foolishness (as I saw it), and probably was a damned pain in the neck to most of the people around me. I'm still probably a difficult person, but not usually over religion.
Does that answer your question, Bartikus?
What I understand is that what may seem silly to one may be much more to another.
Kinda like one man's trash being another's treasure.
Your answer does answer my question.
I feel the examples of Christianity you were exposed to... partly led you to Buddhism.
My brother is also studying Buddhism for about 5 years now. I love him dearly.
I am encouraged since in the end...only the truth will stand.
Take care. God be with you Asherman.
