You ever get so discusted by one person that you just see the name and wnat to scream.NO ONE HERE. I was just hanging out a MX again. Just sitting there chatting with an old " friend" and just the things they believe the things they say the things that go on there sometimes just makes me want to crawl out of my skin. I just hate it. Sometimes I wonder what I was thinking going back to MX but than I remember all the friends I have there the people who helped me the last 3 years get through my hard times. Helped me support my husband as he went back to school the people who told me I could do anything with God and prayer. The people who helped me get my life back on track and than I remember how special they are to me. And that is why I go back. Than you have to ask yourself if the good out weighs the bad and sometimes it does and others it don't. I'm not the smartest person in the world I am not even near the smartest person in the world but I do believe in the bible and I believe that all truth can be found there. But to argue with these people sometimes makes me crazy and I just have to leave. I just have to take a break. I've been away from them for a while now but its nice to see soem people. But I hate trying to defend my choices to them I shouldn't have to yet I feel I do have to. I am human and I do make mistakes but that don't make me any less of a christian or any less of a person but to them if you are christian you have to be perfect and guess what I'm not. Anyhow I just needed to vent a little I feel much better now.
