Learn something new everyday

You're not a player? Heh, you really do learn something new everyday!

I'm so not a player...but I am in training, and I think I'm catching on pretty quick. Hehehe

So, you aspire to be a player?

No, I aspire to have the confidence of a player.

Interesting.

What do you mean by that?

I kind of think of you as a male me. You're wanting to have the confidence of a player is like me wanting to have the confidence to smile openly at random strangers.

I think our basic kicky is not a player at all. But he is a natural writer, synthesizer, fantasizer, and by listening to some of the little wires of light that come off of his write-play-talking, people just grab on to the idea of him as a player, it is easy to do that.

Alternately, a woman who was looking for a nonplayer as a descriptive would be very saddened, as our Kicky adores playing in many ways.

He is a veritable almond blossom or perhaps some sort of mandorle to me, an older woman; all I can say is that he should stand his ground as himself, he is only going to get better, and lucky the woman who appreciates him.

How the hell did I get off on this.

Whatever, I wish the kick would get some confidence
And you too, lilK. I have no clue if you are right for each other so I won't go there. But you are both well wrought individuals who are only going to get stronger and better and you're pretty good as it is.

Littlek, I also would like to have the confidence to smile openly at random strangers, like you. Lately, I have actually done it on a few occasions. I don't know what it is, but I just feel stronger more often lately. Of course, I still haven't had the balls to actually talk to some stranger out of the blue, but these things take time.

I have this image of you as a person who doesn't have much self-consciousness. It seems to me like you just do what you do, you act like you act, and you don't let what other people think affect you. And that is why I can't see you as lacking confidence.

Thanks Osso - I know that about me, but I don't think that the men in my proximity do.

Oh, Osso, you got in there quick, didn't you? Thank you for saying such nice things!

Kicky, when I quit smoking, I felt great about myself - if I could quit, I could do anything. That lasted for years.

You're right that I do what I do and am who I am. Again, as I responded to Osso, I don't have much faith that the men I meet daily have any interest in that. Either that, or they think as you did/do, that I don't want or need a man in my life.

Why is it always all about men. Time to think how this affects my life beyond men.

Interesting.

Yikes.
All this time I was thinking Kickycan was the "kid" LittleK brought to the "playdate", that made everything go more smoothly, and now they were just bantering about "playing" that transpired!

and I call myself an english speaking person.

hehehehe..... Did you get it all figured out Gravy?

Haha, gravy

You two - littlek and kicky - should meet one of these
days. What have you got to lose?

Nothing, really. Maybe in April....

I wish I could stay up and anylize all night, but I have to go to bed.

Maybe? Oh, come on, you're not going to back out are you? Don't make me come over there, missy!

good night littlek, sweet dreams.

kicky, I think you should take the train to Boston and
surprise littlek. Buy some flowers for her and take
her out to dinner.

Yes.
now I am with it and amazed at the applicability of the topic, that also tempts me to run underneath the cloaking device....