Feels different to think deeply, doesn't it?
Quote:ya squirrel (lol i never really knew who you are but now that I do I can see that this was a personal thing because I am not arguing with you at all)
Yeah, there's no need to argue. That's more counter-productive than you view FCA.
Quote: i mean one of my major questions that can not be answered by scinece..... period is where did my SOUL COME FROM..... and I know i have a soul because it is aching for truth right now and I'm still open to a lot of things.
Oh man, find a Bible and read Psalms 42. It's a very short passage and believe me, it talks about
exactly what you're going through right now-- your "soul aching for truth", as you put it. I'm sure you'll find it interesting no matter what your opinion on it is.
Quote:And also last night when I couldn't sleep thought i wastrying to put an image on god because I just thought hey maybe this is my hank god talking to just me but that was kind of wierd and I was pretending that hank was talking to me but they only real way he could is just in my head and I did talk in my head a lot and thats why i couldn't sleep and I thought hank didn't want me to sleep but to ask questions
There is definitely much to learn from silence. Read this--
http://www.stmarkspresbyterian.org/stmarks/sermons/28mar04.htm
It's a sermon, so you don't have to take it at face value, but consider the example given about Elijah and how God spoke through the "stillness", or the silence.
Quote:and this whole thing has caused me to lose 15 pounds and still not want to eat or something ( I am on some sort of spiritual fasting or whatever because I am just tring to eat enought to survive or something because I know I could just force myself not to eat because I know my stomach just wants anything but I need to eat MCDONALDS or anything I just want to eat right now )
Yeah, you were pretty hungry when we went out for wings the other night. You were even a pig in front of Jaymee.
But seriously, I think you're more hungry for answers than food right now, which is part of the reason why you're like this. Again, read Psalms 42 about it (especially verse 3 for this particular issue).
Quote: but lol ya I should be at school but this is relaxing for me and I also need to go help my friends win a bball game tonight and seriously right now in my life thats all that matters.... but if we do lose.... so be it because you make your own luck to an extent and I believe we will beat the $h*t out of our openent ..... but just by playing with every fiber of your being and not getting into a physical fight.
Well good luck. Give it your all and you can overcome crappy coaching.
Quote:Oh and my mom was trying to read the bible to make me fall asleep and she just started reading it in random spots and it all applied to my life and I could see it..... that is why I believe (even though I haven't even read the bible for my own) that it is the "living word" because even if you don't consider yourself any religion it can still apply to your life
Exactly. Again, you don't have to be a part of any "organized religion" to have beliefs similar to their's. I mean, come on, I consider myself a Christian only because I don't feel like finding another name for myself-- it's
definitely not because I want to be known as having the same beliefs as, say, some of those girls-- you know who I'm talking about.
Quote:lol she read something about how birds don't question that they need to eat worms.... but that almost is saying still to me don't question the gift I have given you and thats why i was scared that some higher power was trying to open my eyes .... and I didn't want to fail any test and like die or something........haha but I couldn't even dress myself because I thought I was putting my clothes on wrong... I mean I seriously was going insane I think trying to justify so many things in my head at once
AND I JUST NEED TO CHILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ..... that why you should listen to enya ....Only time.. if you have questions that song might touch you like it did for me
Well take it slow, listen to some more Enya, and get ready for your game tonight. And if you need some other music to listen to, there's always the Beatles.
And Rod Stewart's Forever Young, too.
Quote:I can seriously say right now that FCA is very counter-productive .... that could just call it F and people would be like what the hell does that stand for? But i would repyl with Fellowship.... and that is seriously what is a major reason to go to different "buildings" to worship in....
Yeah, in this day and age "consumer Christianity" is a problem. In other words, Christianity in modern America tends to be easy, upbeat, convenient, and compatible. People feel little guilt and think they can get away with just mingling with friends and basically pretending to be Christians, because they don't think it requires self-sacrifice, discipline, humility, an otherworldly outlook, a zeal for souls, a fear as well as love of God, if they really felt it truly and deeply in their hearts, then they wouldn't act like they are.
Jesus talks about them in Revelation: "
I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot. So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spue thee out of my mouth. Because thou sayest, I am rich, and increased with goods, and have need of nothing; and knowest not that thou art wretched, and miserable, and poor, and blind, and naked." (Rev. 3:15-17)
Basically he's talking about those who go to church-- which means they don't necessarily
reject God, so there not "cold"-- but don't actually "practice what they preach", so they're not "hot" either. Instead they're lukewarm, and Jesus spues them out of his mouth. Remind you of anyone? *cough* FCA people *cough*
Quote:and I feel that the lives of some of those soldiers over there were not for nothing because they believe the same why I do but they are willing to pack up and put there life in danger just for a belief that america is a good place?? I mean thats more noble than just going to war for a god
Yes, it's very noble. And it's why our freedom (as physical individuals, I should probably clarify, considering the nature of most of this discussion) shouldn't be taken for granted.