I've been struggling with Bi-Polar Depression and a multitude of other Diagnosis'

Just recently I was told I do not need To see a Counselor anymore out of therapy and I have a laundry list of diagnosis' some are very uncommon and some common and I actually just recently in past 4 yrs been trying to work with therapists yet everything seems to be going wrong when I try to get help I read a lot about psychology I am aware of my rights and assert them in a appropriate manner always it seems to be a problem in the field of psychology that patients in inpatient or outpatient treatment do not get treated as they should as far as rights go. yet I am not sure what to do as far as this cycle keeps continuing of being treated as if I am not a person who actually wants to get help. The Thing is I have been told by many many professionals im a very high functioning person in comparison to others who struggle with the same issues and I can do things on my own I live alone and am extremely self sufficient I think personally it helps going to see someone every week though and I keep having the same issue of clinicians messing with me about it. I just don't know what to do at this point i was given the suggestion of doing some soul searching when told therapy is not needed and I disagree with therapy not being needed.