@onevoice,
Quote:What is it you mean by deeply submissive?
Have a need to submit even when the ego screams NOOOOOOOOO! Even when the results are terrible.
I have no idea about you, just saying that there are many reasons why this might have happened, dont let anyone talk you into one explaination, make sure what ever you believe is actually the truth.
Also should have said you are not that kid anymore, and cant be, the main value here is you remembering the old you may help you understand better who you are now. kinda complicated how this works, but maybe you already understand what I am saying.