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What, people didn't snap to it in the hour since you posted your question?

I was out to dinner; dunno about other folks but, yanno, the quesadillas were really good.

Im sorry im just really lost and stressed and i know why im jealous i judt dont know how to fix it

This is Sunday night.

We're just people like you. We have families, dishes to do, clothes to wash, books to read, netflix to watch.

Based on your other thread on the same subject, Jespah gave you good advice, and you have made an appointment. That's pretty much all you can do as far as a plan of action.

As she said, it's 17 days from now. Tomorrow it will be 16 days.

You're not going to die between now and then, you'll just feel uncomfortable. You don't know that you're going to feel just as bad in a few days as you do now.

In fact, this will be a good life lesson for you not to expect instant answers.

Darlin', it's getting through uncomfortable feelings that make us strong.

I know and im sorry...i just dont know what to do im lying here crying and i hate it because its not me

Ty both very much