@Setanta,
Setanta wrote:
I have no idea where you came up with this fantasy about me being afraid of you. There is a lot about you to evoke pathos, but nothing to inspre fear.
When you tell me how well you understand things, when you puke up that tripe about "inspired" thinking, that "significance" is what you are better at than i am, that is conceit. I'm not surprised, however, that you don't understand that, given that you are an . . .
Idiot.
You seem like you know a lot, and are well educated; but the way you snipe at people who do not know, or have their facts incorrect makes me think you doubt your own knowledge, and fear to have your own weakness exposed... To me, that is what it is all about -because at this late period of my life I will never be able to let my ideas hang fire in an institution of higher learning... I need others to show me my weakness, or strengths, for that matter...
I am like Iron, but not pig iron or cast... I am wrought and the working of it makes it stronger, and it is for that reason that Eiffel used it in many bridges standing yet today... If, for example, you bend a nail, you can never get it straight... If it was stronger before, it is harder after being bent, and you may work harden it in trying to straighten it, but unless you start over, and reheat it, and reshape it, and carfully cool it, all you have done with the metal is give it a new ultimate strength... I do not worry about getting bent in the process of being made stronger... Life is a crooked path, and I am a crooked man, and education is a crooked process...
What ever drives you to know, I think that you want the process of learning to leave you and your personality -untouched... I do not... When you call me an idiot you hurt my feelings, and touch me where I am already hurt... I have always had difficulty learning, and spent a great part of my early life fearing I was retarded... But, I know better... I have re-built transmissions, and carburtors, and engines with no better coach than a how to book... I can fix any part of my house, from the carpentry, drywall, windows, plumbing, electrical and etc... I have read on many subjects and conversed with some pretty well educated people on many of them... I tested well for IQ, and apptitude, but education is a slow process for me if for no better reason than that I process verbal information slowly... The most efficient method of education for me is the one I use, and that is reading, and my interests are varied and insatiable...
If I let my insecurities scare me I would be stopped... I am all insecurities... And I live with that, and take it as a natural consequence of having some grasp of my own ignorance and want of education... What ever is your level of education, I think you are far more insecure about it than I am about mine... For all I know, your education may be your meat and meal... For me, knowledge is just frosting on the cake of life, pure luxury, far more than I could ever afford at the price of a few dollars and a little time... It is sweat equity... I get out more than I put in...
Yes, I am inspired and insightful, and no conceit intended, but simple fact... And you are clearly good at searching out the exact fact... I might be too, if I sooner saw their value, but I do not... If I see a similarity with the Greeks in their society to the Romans in their society, and see we are going down the same path as each of them, then I draw some conclusions... But if we look for hard statistical evidence of either of those societies we see little but what the tide of time has left on a metaphorical beach... The same is true of many subjects; that we have little to go on and much to learn...
The world needs people like you... Hell, I need people like you to keep me grounded in fact... But we both live in the real world... No one needs to drop their pants to find an asshole... They are plentiful... I need what you know, but I don't care for the way you act. and again, I think it is out of fear, and an unjustified fear... I hate ignorance, but I do not fear it, except out of the realization that ignorance cause people to act as though evil...