@Miller,
I wish I were away
because I love you
and you can play me
and make me pay
for all the pain I gave
and all the youth time
took away
But thirty years ago or five
I would have said hello good bye
I would have take my pleasure
from the joy of your skin
and thought it fine sin
and let you slip away
How time and a beautiful woman
changed the man
for now I try to grasp your meaning
and hesitate to understand
What is working in your logical mind
What secrets of relationship do you wish to define
But painful you are
and why should I care???
It is not life and time that has changed me
I don't care if you are always right
I don't care if your caring is infectious
That people every where fall for you
I have had your best and born your worst
I when you are unbearable
And I know that I should leave
only one thing binds me
Only one thing makes me tarry into tardy-
It's that I love you
It's that I can love
and whether I give it to you or to another
Whether I give it to you or forever hold
I can love, finally love, finally care, finally share
And some times it kills me
and may yet kill me for good and all
but ask me if I care
For all the years I had love so close
Without the courage to reach for it
Without the courage to risk life and sanity for love
But now I love
and nothing life can hand me can take love
Now I am human
Now I am a man
Now I can love
And when you act like you would destroy me
You certainly do hurt me
But my heart is pure
and now I care
and love of you is never far
And what does it matter
What does it matter
if I love you
and sometime I can't stand you
and your perfection
your perfect need of perfection
What if I feel your pain so cruelly
and think it only cruelty...
The denial of love is the denial of pain
The accepting of love is the accepting of pain
but pain is never easy
and I'm not easy
and you're not easy
and some time I wish I were away...