The Meaning of Randomness Escapes the Mind

Just a thought. As long as we are aware of the environment, we can never have pure randomness in reality. Not even in the quantum world, which must seem random because it is foreign to the normative perception.

The only way to have complete randomness is in actuality where the consciousness has no potential on it, perception lacks awareness.

For example, and it may be weak because I have no clue whether this applies to everybody or if it's just me but here goes. Say you draw two boxes. Each one is say, 3 by 3 inches.

In one box you draw lines around the box fast enough so that the deterministic subconscious decisions made by the brain cannot be countered by the conscious thought so as to see patterns to potentiate future lines to draw. Also, these are straight lines and all connecting to eachother, bouncing off the walls of the box. However the rule is that the lines do not bounce off the walls of the box definitively, like light or something. The idea is to be random.

In the second box, you draw lines in the same way, bouncing off the walls in a non-definitive way, but this time you draw then slow enough to have conscious input so as to be able to discern patterns and such. Since the idea is to be random, you ask yourself how to be random, and by doing this all you are doing is causing the potential for the vectors to be predicted and connected via a complex equation. By taking realization into a false motive of the lines drawn, the mind may try to use the patterns conceived for the seeming advantage of producing randomness. For instance, what happened to me was I would draw three lines or so and take into account the rough angles that were resulting in relation to the walls of the box. Then in the context of being random (even though it can't be so, notice the paradox), I would try to differentiate the next line from the perceptions I conceived during the lapse of time I was able to realize the functions of the other lines.

The result of box 1 is as random as humanly possible. The reason why it may not be random is because the lines may be drawn based on some syntactual habit, such as drawing lots of ray diagrams in the past. The result of box 2 is symmetry.

Randomness doesn't come synthetically.

So consciousness is really just the mind in that it is a contextual process converting data into information.

Actuality has to be monistic and absolutely random because absolute randomness is as intrinsic as you can get, and if actuality was dualistic at all then actuality could be inherent on it's own reciprocity.