Because of certain insinuations by Justin about conflict, love and cooperation--I am taking the open door here in this thread to say something to you. You are welcome to take it or leave it, of course...and I do this at the risk of being judged as a whackjob or nutcase by others on this board, but I feel it is important and related to this board as it has been created in the spirit of the Russell's teachings and the experience with cosmic consciousness.
I am not certain if it is simply you are a poor communicator, or if you feel you have all the answers so you continued to prompt and patronize me regarding my interests and subsequent posts---but it is you not knowing me or my experiences that seems to be one of the problems between us. This is something I would like to resolve. You will forgive the length of this, but I want to be as clear as possible and move past whatever it is the issue you have with me.
I stated in another thread that you and I were not having an exchange of graciousness. Twice I asked you what you meant by a certain insults, doubts and suspicions you blindsighted me with and you never answered. Again, out of nowhere on another thread, you came from behind and accused me of being a person that had simply read something and so thinks I know something
and all of what I have posted proved this to be true in your mind.
This is absolutely not true.
First, let me be clear on my intentions and experience, which have been judged and criticized by you. I was very excited to hear that you were joining this board because of the screename you had chosen and because of your experience with the Russell's teachings and the Russell's themselves. Since your arrival here, I see very little elevated consciousness in your discussions. It is extremely puzzling to me that someone who has studied these things and proposes themselves to be of extraordinary knowledge, insight and experience conducts themselves in what seems to be such a poking, rude and offending manner.
Your posts also do not reflect an experience with consciousness, but rather focus very strongly on third dimensional histories with extraterrestrials and observed astronomical occurrences.
My experience with the issue at hand-- ET contact, consciousness, and theophany has been one that has changed my life radically from that of a lost and angry person scuffling around in the dark to a completely different person full of hope, love, flowers, fresh air, God, knowledge, understanding and beauty. I believe these experiences are for some to pass on to others to help change the Titanic course of this world. You believe otherwise, I have guessed as you say it is "too late for that". So you must see a world end coming?
In my previous discussion with you regarding ETs of negative polarity, what I was saying to you is I never met an ET of what I perceived to be of negative polarity. This is just my experience as it has happened, and what I was trying to communicate to you.
I never said that I never met an ET, or in the end that I am not one. In Mexico there are no reported cases of abductions with "bad ETs" simply because in Mexico the consciousness is different. They expect miracles
and so this is what they experience in the phenomenon called ET contact and abduction. One of my dear friends is one of the world's top UFO researchers and so this is where I get this information.
Now as far as my experience goes...I am not pretending to completely understand everything because this is one of the worst ways to approach life, I believe. But since I was a child, I have known that I was "not from here". At the age of five or six, I had a communication from my "parents in the stars". Ages 5 - 10 I had innumerable contact experience (never "bad" - but was afraid at times). At age 38 I received theophany at a reiki session and downloaded so much information it would have filled an entire house with books. Then subsequently, more contact and experience with altered reality states. After these experiences, I have gone the world talking to others who have had these experiences, to better define it, to understand the meaning of it, and to also know what to do with it -- or really if something should be done with it at all.
I believe GALACTIC consciousness is different from COSMIC consciousness. Galactic consciousness is within the realm of earth-based perceptions of "the other" and the interconnected an inherent oneness of this perceived universe and its inhabitants. Cosmic consciousness takes that knowledge a step further, as it does something transcendental to the SPIRIT of a person.
I was really hoping that you and I could "magnify the light" rather than you telling me that I should squelch my voice or that it is doubtful what has happened to me. I cannot change you and you cannot change me, but if we believe something to be true that Mr. Russell said that it would be to uphold the ideals of love and beauty and to actualize the genius of ourselves. I believe adamently that this ability is inherent in every single one and that by being given this opportunity through the grace of God, it is to be shared and ignited in others. Otherwise, the light is kept under a bowl for only the self.
You have a long way to go in illustrating this with your communications. If you believe it is too late for this or that the voice of spirit should be silenced, you have met the wrong person on your voyage, because it urges me that this is not true
and that your take on this should be challenged in the spirit of love.
If it comes from this post I receive another one of your one line slams or insults, you can be rest assured that you will not hear from me again. If I am met in the spirit of cooperation and the light, I am more than willing to forgive what you have said and move into further discussions on these topics with you, which I want to do.
As far as the Home Study Course, I have only received it very recently and am making my way through it. You were mistaken to think I had anything of WR's when we 'met'. I have only come across a few quotes online. So far, what I have read is not very inspirational, for the mere fact that this is information I have already received in this 'download'.
As far as to Phillipe and his wondering at how all this is applicable at all to a philosophy forum: I believe all knowledge is One. I believe that all ways of going are attempts to get somewhere. It is what destination we are setting our sight to, is what determines our journey. I believe the human race is evolving through its consciousness which will effect science, education, spirituality, and all realms of socio-political practices. I believe I have experienced a kind of 'future sight' or stepped into an area of experience that is surely not the norm, but will proceed throughout the species, either rather suddenly or over increments of 'time'. We are discussing things here in the context of Walter Russell, so this will be challenging to teachings of the past, but also can illustrate the great wisdom in the writings of great philosophy.
Philosophy should be a LIVING THING -- and I am working to make this so. Despite the harsh criticism, ill manners and superior attitudes of others.