@Bella Dea,
Quote:And when you are the difference in a room, regardless of what the difference is, you often feel off. If I walked into a room wearing a red dress while everyone else was wearing white, I'd feel odd too.
I felt the same way when I went to a gay bar with two of my gay women friends. All of a sudden, I was the one who was deviating from the norm- at that moment in that room.
If I could have pretended to be gay without embarrassing repercussions - I was almost tempted to. I got tired of trying to explain how I could possibly ever want to be straight.
Seriously - by the end of the night - I DID feel that I might be missing something and that there was something wrong with me.