@Izzie,
Izzie wrote:
((((((((((((((Babbling, PaPaBabbling and family))))))))))))))))))
That is exactly what I needed this morning, Mizz Izz. Thank you.
Reading back and wishing I could just give you all a
real hug right now.
Updating for you .... it's all good! I have seen my father more himself this week than ever. I try hard not to get too comfortable with anything because we know the dangers that are still there. No one knows what tomorrow holds. Or the next minute. Or hour. But at the same time, if I don't embrace the seemingly rapid improvements that have been made this week; I think I could just go crazy. Know what I mean?
I am so tired of putting on the fake smiles. I want a real smile. A smile that means something. That comes from feeling like maybe,
just maybe this chapter in my life can scurry on past and things can get back to normal again. Where in the Brooklyn world, while there are still daily trials and things to be worked out, there is this sense of comfort. Of love. Of peace. Calmness. I miss that, terribly. I tried to find that last night. Just didn't quite get there. Maybe today. Heading up to the lake/cabin with friends. It's going to be another beautiful day here. In the 70's. Plenty of sunshine. And good company. A soft place to land for the day? We'll see.
Thank you. Every one of you. I wish you knew what my heart holds for you. You are just the best bunch of dear souls, and you have touched me deeply. I wish I could return to you and give to you, even half of what you have given to me.
Have a wonderful, wonderful day.
xoxoxo
