life changes

Thanks Iz you take care girl.

Life is just crrraaaaaaaappppppppp! eh!

Life is about to change for you again Tulip. Will always be here for you. Wishing you all the love in the world. c


Nothing is ever forgotten.
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Thanks Izzie, have shed some tears. I won't be too far away and of course will come back. You have been fantastic this last year and I can not thank you enough for just being you. You have a big heart and a fighting strength. I would not be here if it wasn't for you.

Thanks
Lindsey X

Holding your hand. love ya Linds. xox

Well yesterday was exactly one year for when we buried dear Michael's ashes. I was a bit of a mess first thing, drove to work then drove back because I thought I had left a candle burning, I hadn't. The day did get better.

For Michael now one else
Michael, I miss you more than words. I so wish with all my heart and soul you were here. I sometimes don't know how to carry on, just an up hill struggle interspersed with breaks of feeling nothing. You were my life and I need you so much. Just to hear you laugh, to hear your voice and to kiss you once more.
I Love you. Yours always and foreverX

We'll visit The Tors tonight Tulip.

Life is changing - I know it's hard for you but I know you haven't and won't give up.

Miss Michael too. I know he would be proud of everything you have done and are doing and the path you're going along now. 'Tis uphill - but you've got strong legs girl - you are climbing it. Keep going.

Thanks Iz for just being you. Counldn't have carried on if you weren't thereX

feeling a bit down, actually very down suppose it is that Saturday feeling, 1 year and 4 months to be precise. mmmmmmmmmmmm hate everything and what I have become. Not many local friends, actually not many friends! where am I going and what am I doing? nope no answers to that one! just ignore my ramblings just need to ramble abit. ok time to go sleep X

just to need to speak to me or who ever listens, bloody computer trouble argh! not sure where I am going or heading. Feel alone and coping alone! actually I am alone mmmmmmmmmmmmm oh don't mind me just here but not but needed to write a few things, haven't been on for a while, why mmmmm just trying to keep things close to me. Not burden anyone anyway think I will have a howl to that there moon .................take care love meX

oh dear the english in my writing is rubbish! wine me thinks!

I'm around hun - I know I'm not much good - it's still all raw with you. You do have friends and people who care for your deeply.

I wish it were easier for you.

Australia soon - countdown - you're gonna have the best time - you will - something you and the kids will never forget. Making new memories.

Call you in the morning a?

love ya L. x