Arella Mae wrote:I have heard a lot of people say they were once Christian. To my way of thinking, once a Christian always a Christian, but I certainly cannot dismiss anyone's experience.
I certainly gave Christianity a full go. I wasn't pressure to do it either. I did it of my own will, and I commited to it fully. End result, it felt wrong and despite me vocalizing my concerns, I was addressed as if there was something wrong with me.
It was clear that if I were to be a good Christian, I'd have to sacrifice my inquisitive nature. Free thought was not welcome.
I am a compassionate person, so I thought I would fit in with Christians. This was not the case. I was being conditioned to judge people who were different than me, and it disgusted me.
I understand both then and now that not every christian was the same, but it was obvious that it was not for me.
I tried out several beliefs, but the more I learned about life, the more I realized that religion doesn't have a place in my life. All the things it claims to offer I found elsewhere. I didin't have to be untrue to myself either.
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