Mon 26 Feb, 2007 12:52 pm - Hi Noddy,
Yes not reacting as a nasty vindictive person is a great lesson for the kids to experience. But they are the ones that I am afraid of feeling nasty and vindictive. My fear is them... (view)
Mon 26 Feb, 2007 11:22 am - I guess it's just hard for me, as well as I don't want them to place judgement against their father, or me for that matter. All kids want their parents to stay together even if their is... (view)
Mon 26 Feb, 2007 10:22 am - Ok I think? The only one that I have been able to talk to is the 19 year old. He has been very understanding and supportive. The other 3 they haven't said very much. And truthfully I... (view)
Mon 26 Feb, 2007 09:51 am - Yes I know everyone is here to listen and I really appreciate it. I've just been missing my husband allot.... I's hitting home, that this is really it. My life has changed for ever. I... (view)
Thu 22 Feb, 2007 04:04 pm - Yea I guess you could say it was a test. I need to feel wanted. I haven't felt that way in a long time. That is why I did things the way I did. I gave it my best shot these last 3 years... (view)
Thu 22 Feb, 2007 03:26 pm - Noddy, yes the last three have been hard. But I guess I always had that hope that we could find faith in each other again. I still at times hold on to a little even after he has proven to let me... (view)
Thu 22 Feb, 2007 02:33 pm - Thanks, I needed that. Having people to talk to helps me to keep thinking on my toes. It's not easy to let go of 18+ years we have together. (view)
Thu 22 Feb, 2007 02:20 pm - Yes, last night when we talked and I told him I needed space to deal with this situation, he got up and left. I did not have the courage to ask him where he was going because I was afraid of... (view)
Thu 22 Feb, 2007 01:40 pm - I'm not sure I can handle that right away. I know at some point it has to be done but I can't think that far right now. But I do appreciate your advise. That step is so final. It... (view)
