Hi, juncat!
Welcome to A2k! I really would like to help you find the word you seek.
Unfortunately I have not been able to get my April BIG yet, so I have not done the crossword myself.
When you are asking for help with a word it would be a huge start if you let us know how many letters it contains and what crossing letters you have already discovered.
While many of us are Lovatts' puzzlers, some of our 'angels' are not, so it doesn't help at all just giving the name of the puzzle.
Come back soon with a little more info. There is always someone close by who will help in a short time. We do love to help! :wink:
Is it by chance a DIEDRE?